for you

why i cannot forget you? till when? i must feel this... and i felt your feeling... ur feeling reach upon stars and breeze like gentle wind into my heart.. oh my love.. please... stop... eventhough we had a different path.. but our heart still connected each other..
like this chain... chain of heart which connect our heart... could you imagine? about my feeling? this feeling might be scattered like glass now.. but... im still concatenated this flake from my heart...

i believe someday.. we will meet again.. we will never forget each other...
just remember this,., wherever you go.. im always with you  

love is liked melody

when words leaves off music began
it means whenever i hard to say "i love you", ill present my feeling with this melodies, nor sonata or elegy. But a happiness song with a beautiful of nocturne inside of it, it also plays with amoroso and Zart dont confuse, cause now i composed all of it and become cosanance.

let me sing you a love song

Let us go then, you and i.
Take my hand hold it tight
To the city of illusion, only us who could visit it.
When darkness covering sky

When light of the stars watching us
And the clock tolling till 12 times
Also the smelt of breeze covering us together.
In that place, only you and me

The touch of our skin
Singing a love song
Keep soar to night sky

Sweet and bitter kiss make us believe in our love
Deep bond that never break up
Until feathers of death touch our life
Then separate us into our enternal sleep

darkness heart

for my beloved person

You know.. . .
never in my life 
I have been able to smile so much 
walk in the darkness
only alone walk
in mined full of mistakes, all by myself 
Just for this day

With your hand in mine 
i can step forward without scare trapped in dark again
No matter how far it takes me
You tell me that I'm no longer alone 
like a patch of light
shining in darkness heart
u said, " ill shining ur dark path and as friend in ur loneliness"

And now, even if someone were to call you a liar 
And try to hurt you with heartless words 
Or if the whole world doesn't even try to believe in yo 
I can still become a friend only for you 
I know of that loneliness and that pain, i ever felt it before 
so, right now, even u lost ur light, in ur light which is given to me
ill definitely use it only for you if need it
I'm Yours

creative writing assignment "describing senses "

            Sight :

Theres a place that i want to visit and keep searching for it till now. In this place might be same like a beauty garden of eden. I could see beautiful colorful hill with many types of flower. The wind blow the petals softly into the blue skies compounding in the air like rainbow. When you walk through it, you will sniff the aroma of those flowers petal. Not only that, beside the hill there is sparkling lake. Spark like a diamond reflecting from sunlight. These clear water covered with the petals which falling from their air journey. Fallen slowly like a collorful paint in glass.

Smell :

sometimes, when i want to pray at mosque. Theres a bunch of shoes and sandals line up. But after i stepped crossing those shoes. Theres aroma, disgusting aroma. Which make your nerves goes up. I started to avoid my face from it, cover my nose with my hand, sheering off from it and said “YUCK WHAT A DISGUSTING SMELT OF WET SHOES!! I think i wanna blow up”

Taste :

 I love to tasted every food from my mothers cook. Even is too salty, too sweet, or even too spicy. I still loved my mothers cook. My mom’s is a best chef ever.

Hearing:

This morning, it is really felt like a cracking glass in peaceful sleep. Then i start to yawn and space out my body, and asked my mom. But i could felt a dark aura from mother and she glares at me like a cat eyes. Then yelling at me and said “COME ON SLEEPY HEAD!! GET UP” with lazily i woke up to reach my towel without staring back to my mother face and sent my self to bathroom. I realize its no time to become sleepy head right now is to start a new day.

Touch: 

My shoes is shiny because it is my new shoes. My mom brought it for me yesterday. The texture inside the shoes is smooth but also a bit hard when stepped to the ground and also it is a bit narrow in the front, because of that everytime i steeped my feet with it into a ground to walk, but those shoes hard material inside of the shoes strecth my toe. Everytime i walk, its many time i got scretch. Maybe i should not wear that anymore. 

My first day with my creative writing class

Dia Rakhma
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             Monday is always become my bad day. I don’t know why. Because in every Monday, im always get a bad luck. Well, not for these Monday i guess. This Monday I got a new material about english creative writing. I wanted to know anything from only just writing created a new world beyond my imagination. Writing is the one of the place where you could shared your daily life experienced or even just your imagination. Writing is liked a water needs by many people.italso needs word. Such as Adam needs Eve. It’s connected like the chain which holding the imaginary looked or fantasy world. Without words we cannot make a beauty gesture. Words is a soul of their writer. And Every single words is beauty eventhough some of them said it’s worthless or even not useful at all. Only person who understand a literature or even sensitive with their surrounding will understand the meaning of a word. Word behind word. It’s not about guessing something but it is about how we can understand or coumpound our feeling and mind with the words.

I wanted to know about those world, maybe in this class i can understand some people feeling carved beautifully in there. For my first meeting in these class. From some simple words and still part of ours body. We could feel and imagine something to make a sentence. unfortunetately, im not too comfortable enough in this class. Because i don’t have any skill to write something beautifuly or clearly to make people understand the meaning. But, that is my challange. I prefer that a challange. I must beat this challange. I’m sure of it!! Im only just want to make people come to my imagination, make them comfort with my own words and also wander in my imagination world which created from my own words. I hope i can do it, better than anyone else.

People only could endevaour the progress to reach something. They must try their own best to reach the happy ending “ one words could change everything.” One mistakes from these decisision words will make the fate change. That was i believe in. I have an experienced behind those words. And I will remember it till my last time in this world.