Friday, March 8, 2013

Different side of the past and future in Malioboro

During 1980 in Yogyakarta, who doesn't know about Malioboro streets? nowdays, it changed in many renovation in but back in 1980, Malioboro only had one side streets. The streets also wide. There's many pedestrian who could pass through without worries to the vehicle hitting them or they could also walked freely in the sidewalk without worrying into some pickpockets who could steal their money. There's also many trees which are stood in every side of Yogyakarta. So, the air still fresh. We can enjoy our meal in the branch in the sidewalk without worrying into the air pollution and also back then, the vehicle did not pollute yogyakarta so, some of citizen or even tourism had chosen carriage to bring them to see around Yogyakarta.

But nowdays,  the gentleness of Yogyakarta city already gone sweep within the time. Malioboro streets now divided into two side because the needs of vehicle continual increase, it makes Yogyakarta government divided those street into two side. Not only that, it also hard to pass into sidewalk from different side now.. because the increased of vehicle makes the street crowded so it's to hard to passing it. Because, there's no control of vehicle problems, we loosed our fresh air not only that; increasing of vehicles, the crowded population and also the illegal logging makes the air more decrease but the consumed of the air more increase.  Not only that, we must not let our guard down if we pass through the sidewalk alone or with friends or family because every pickpocket in the Malioboro streets will welcoming you if you had many money in your pocket.    

Friday, March 1, 2013

one part of my hard life journey

Before i entered UGM my major in my school was social science. In my school there were two majors social sciences and exact sciences. Every teacher didn't like students from social sciences with their own reasons one of them said "social students only made chaos at school even their marks were not worth mentioning at all". i didn't even feel like those mockery to us as social students. then, i promised to my self i'll proved it to them and i would make them eat their own words. Because i believed every underestimated person would be successful someday. Then, i tried to take a writen test in Ugm. Along with all my school friends.

Several months later

I didn't believe i passed the test!! Wohhoo!! only five people including me and the rest of them from exact science who passed those tests. I really had gotten luck because the cleverest student in social science didn't pass the test. But, once more, even my classmates now mocked me. "they said i cheated so i could pass it"
I kept ignoring them, i didn't care, i kept moving to continue the last test would was oral test. I went to Yogyakarta from Banten along with my parents. After i got test interviewer in bilingual then, i walked out to approach my parents. Next, we stayed in my rooming house for sometime to wait the result.

One weeks later

I dont want to believe it!! but it was happened!! i passed the test and succeed became Ugm student of english literature.
Im really happy in that time. My feeling like walking in the heaven with a bunch nice looking boys *giggles 
Then, i went home with my family.

At school

i could'nt believe it!! everyone stood in the yards for waiting me and my friends who were passed the test. 
All student, and staff congratulated us. 

One years later.

One of my rooming teacher phone me, she said "hey, Dia, you know, there were many additional classes for social science for your junior. All thanks because of you. No one will look down at social student now. "
My tears flowing heard that. I really thankful to god. If it's not him i will not be that popular. *giggles,,just kidding not that popular~~   

Well thats my story who wants to share? now is about yours story.

it's my own words. " tried your best to reach your future. no one can help you. only you who can make your ways. Because you ARE THE MAIN CHARACTER IN YOUR STORY. change and proved it with powers and believe. never give up to try and believe. God always with patient people or with the people who didn't try to give up or escape from their fate. Dreams it then reach it with your own hand and make a Happy Ending for your story. Good luck!"

last hope

walked alone in the dark..
silent for a while
until found a little light mixing with the pitch black
touch it with a tremble hand
the light is so warm and gentle

a confident shows up
i start singing a melody
it soars into sky
hope this melody could reach you

all about my feeling
wherever you will go
i can hear your voice
your voice echoing in my heart

soft and tender
my heart beat fast
i run into it
to reach unforgotten voice
echoing everywhere
no one there
only sound of a wind
it glad my arms softly

i closed my eyes
the last hope that i could see you there
only in my own world

i should tell you
that i really love you
and still want you
waiting for me
in ours special place


Thursday, February 28, 2013

for you

why i cannot forget you? till when? i must feel this... and i felt your feeling... ur feeling reach upon stars and breeze like gentle wind into my heart.. oh my love.. please... stop... eventhough we had a different path.. but our heart still connected each other..
like this chain... chain of heart which connect our heart... could you imagine? about my feeling? this feeling might be scattered like glass now.. but... im still concatenated this flake from my heart...

i believe someday.. we will meet again.. we will never forget each other...
just remember this,., wherever you go.. im always with you  

Monday, February 25, 2013

love is liked melody

when words leaves off music began
it means whenever i hard to say "i love you", ill present my feeling with this melodies, nor sonata or elegy. But a happiness song with a beautiful of nocturne inside of it, it also plays with amoroso and Zart dont confuse, cause now i composed all of it and become cosanance.

let me sing you a love song


Let us go then, you and i.
Take my hand hold it tight
To the city of illusion, only us who could visit it.
When darkness covering sky

When light of the stars watching us
And the clock tolling till 12 times
Also the smelt of breeze covering us together.
In that place, only you and me

The touch of our skin
Singing a love song
Keep soar to night sky

Sweet and bitter kiss make us believe in our love
Deep bond that never break up
Until feathers of death touch our life
Then separate us into our enternal sleep

darkness heart

for my beloved person

You know.. . .

never in my life 
I have been able to smile so much 
walk in the darkness
only alone walk
in mined full of mistakes, all by myself 
Just for this day

With your hand in mine 
i can step forward without scare trapped in dark again
No matter how far it takes me
You tell me that I'm no longer alone 
like a patch of light
shining in darkness heart
u said, " ill shining ur dark path and as friend in ur loneliness"

And now, even if someone were to call you a liar 
And try to hurt you with heartless words 
Or if the whole world doesn't even try to believe in yo 
I can still become a friend only for you 
I know of that loneliness and that pain, i ever felt it before 
so, right now, even u lost ur light, in ur light which is given to me
ill definitely use it only for you if need it
I'm Yours